Over the last 3-4 weeks the life of Nuraan as we like to know it, has dramatically changed. I started university, something I thought would simply be a formality in the norms that is life, but boy was I wrong (I'm never wrong so this is odd).
Walking up Jammie steps, was like opening a brand new, fresh from the printers, third and final installment of your favorite trilogy, you have an overwhelming feeling of excitement, feeling as though you'll have the ending you want, but then discover everything you THOUGHT would happen doesn't and it kind of just ruins everything.
That overly-dramatic analogy, is essentially what my life had felt like. In a matter of 5 days I had to completely change my degree structure because of certain subjects I couldn't do. Being me, I had planned out every angle of what I wanted to do and that all came to a drastic halt/reverse/never drive down there again!
I quickly realised dressing up for campus is a no-go and I basically end up looking like a vagrant most of the time.
However, it hasn't only been doom and gloom, I have met some rather interesting individuals. I have grown up conversations on the daily. There have been some challenging situations as having such a diverse group of people in one space could be a little trying, but you know me, I thrive when I stay away from negative vibes.
I see my usual squad like everyday and it just consists of us pulling really weird faces at each other on passing, like seriously, we couldn't grow up that fast!
Collectively, this has been one of the most testing times of my life, the amount of "new-niss" is just too much to even deal. However this change is somewhat refreshing and finally puts life as a whole into perspective.
Have a great weekend everybody <3
Nuraan
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